God will not rush your healing.
And God will not rush your growth.
God is okay with where you are right now. He’s not tapping his toe impatiently. He’s not looking at his watch with a sigh.
Like a breath of fresh sea morning air, God reminds me that He sees Our POTENTIAL, our future. As long as I keep chugging along, Clinging to HIM for my comfort, it doesn’t matter that I am still a sinner, still failing every single day. Sigh….Just as He promised God so graciously gives me a little more courage, little more of His strength & kind patience each day. Music fills my thoughts these days instead of torment, I can hear each one so clear, & each one is one of my favorites & each has a message, a sweet riddle from my Heavenly Father. Securing me with an everlasting comfort & peace that HE IS dwelling within my soul… And each day He reveals more of His Mosaic that He is creating from all of the broken pieces that have become ME….
He has made everything beautiful in its time. (Ecclesiastes 3:11)
All I want is a little window of your time, a priority in your day. Feeling like an ignored overlooked doormat is making me crazy and CLEARLY wasting my time. Yet I hear Be Still, Love him more, in the quietness that is my soul. I am moment to moment living in a tornado yet you think the day is beautiful….
Give give give give…I’m tired, I’m sick, I’m so so tired….Don’t you see it? EVER?? Don’t you see that you are wearing me thin yet you are living like a King, boasted about among others, and unconditionally loved that I am beginning to think you don’t even know what unconditional love means. I say I’m over it yet I stay….Ohhh I love you so much it hurts. When will anything ever be about me? Will I ever be a Priority to someone? It hurts, BAD. You have no clue even though I’ve told you 73 times how I feel. I blabber through words fore they have always been my closest companion. But it would be nice to talk to you. Where did you go Who have you become? when will man realize that $$$$$$ is not what LIFE IS ABOUT! So damn frustrated, so unnecessary